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Sucky...

So today I found out some sucky news. :( I was informed by my husband that he's going to have 24 hour cq on my birthday. In the 3 years we've been together, each and every one of my birthdays, he has missed. :( And now when we're actually together, WE STILL CAN'T BE TOGETHER! It's just sucky. :( I'm hoping he'll be able to switch with someone so hopefully. :(

And it also sucks that he has cq duty today. :( 24 hour cq duty and I won't be seeing him till tomorrow morning. The sucky thing is today would've been a day off for him but nope, not since he has cq. And I feel bad 'cause I have two Dr. appointments tomorrow and he'll have to take me to them after not sleeping for over 24 hours. :( My poor bub lol.

QotD: I Was Wrong

How often are you wrong?  Do you find it difficult to admit it when you are? 
Submitted by emily ann.

Very rarely am I wrong. :) lol No, seriously, in most cases I have been found to be right with things especially when it comes to me and my husband lol. And most of the time I don't find it difficult to admit that I'm wrong, if I know for a fact that I'm wrong, I'll admit it.

QotD: I Was Wrong

How often are you wrong?  Do you find it difficult to admit it when you are? 
Submitted by emily ann.

Very rarely am I wrong. :) lol No, seriously, in most cases I have been found to be right with things especially when it comes to me and my husband lol. And most of the time I don't find it difficult to admit that I'm wrong, if I know for a fact that I'm wrong, I'll admit it.

QotD: I Was Wrong

How often are you wrong?  Do you find it difficult to admit it when you are? 
Submitted by emily ann.

Very rarely am I wrong. :) lol No, seriously, in most cases I have been found to be right with things especially when it comes to me and my husband lol. And most of the time I don't find it difficult to admit that I'm wrong, if I know for a fact that I'm wrong, I'll admit it.

Okay...take a deeeeeeeeeep breath...

I love my husband, I really, really do BUT there are times where I just want to hurt him lol. For the past couple of weeks, ever since he made his last two gaming purchases (Xbox 360's "Oblivion" game and "City of Heroes" and "City of Villians" computer game), it just seems like it's been NON STOP gaming. I tried to not let it bother me but when I start to notice it interfering with daily life, it really starts to piss me off. For example, I am now 35 weeks pregnant, I am not quite as limber and comfortable as I once was with doing certain things. I get tired after doing my daily routine of cleaning clothes, cleaning dishes, cleaning around the house, etc. etc. All I asked of Stephen was for him to hang up his clothes that I washed, simple as that. He tells me "I'll do it at 7:00 o'clock." Well 7 comes and goes and are they hung up yet? NO! So after waiting for him to do that for I'd say an hour or so, I just got fed up and did it myself. Ugh. I mean is it too much to ask? He just sat there playing his dumb little game on my laptop, instead of doing something that would've taken 5 minutes to do. And I had just got done cooking a BIG dinner that required lots of work on my part (since I got no help) and lots of cleaning up afterwards (also with no help). Ugh. Sometimes I just want to scream and shout. :(

And oh yeah, I ranted to his mom about this and all she had to say was "well atleast he's not going around screwing people". Ummm yeeeeeeeeah, obviously if he was the type to do that, his ass would be out on the curb, thank you very much.

Okay...take a deeeeeeeeeep breath...

I love my husband, I really, really do BUT there are times where I just want to hurt him lol. For the past couple of weeks, ever since he made his last two gaming purchases (Xbox 360's "Oblivion" game and "City of Heroes" and "City of Villians" computer game), it just seems like it's been NON STOP gaming. I tried to not let it bother me but when I start to notice it interfering with daily life, it really starts to piss me off. For example, I am now 35 weeks pregnant, I am not quite as limber and comfortable as I once was with doing certain things. I get tired after doing my daily routine of cleaning clothes, cleaning dishes, cleaning around the house, etc. etc. All I asked of Stephen was for him to hang up his clothes that I washed, simple as that. He tells me "I'll do it at 7:00 o'clock." Well 7 comes and goes and are they hung up yet? NO! So after waiting for him to do that for I'd say an hour or so, I just got fed up and did it myself. Ugh. I mean is it too much to ask? He just sat there playing his dumb little game on my laptop, instead of doing something that would've taken 5 minutes to do. And I had just got done cooking a BIG dinner that required lots of work on my part (since I got no help) and lots of cleaning up afterwards (also with no help). Ugh. Sometimes I just want to scream and shout. :(

And oh yeah, I ranted to his mom about this and all she had to say was "well atleast he's not going around screwing people". Ummm yeeeeeeeeah, obviously if he was the type to do that, his ass would be out on the curb, thank you very much.

Pregnancy Woes...

So I'm 32 weeks and 3 days. I cannot believe how fast this pregnancy seems to be going! Before I know it, I'll be holding my little boy in my arms and not in my belly! lol :D I've been having a pretty good pregnancy thus far (although in the beginning it was pretty bad thanks to my reaaaaaaaally bad sinus cold) but as of late, it's been getting a little uncomfortable to say the least. :S I got pelvic pains, round ligament pains, bladder pains lol. And it seems like I can hardly ever get comfortable anymore. :( Ugh. I've also been way more sleepy as of late and lazy. :( lol I used to cook alllllll the time but as of late I just feel like not cooking. And it'd be nice if Stephen knew how to cook but sadly he doesn't lol. I can't say I completely blame him anyways since he's wanted to but I don't feel comfortable enough to let him lol. :P I'm the kind of person that likes to do things themselves so that doesn't help the situation I guess. :P I just can't wait for Christian to come out! I can't wait to meet my beautiful little boy and I can't wait to be back to the old me again! I'm soooooooo looking forward to not carrying around a bunch of extra weight and also I'm looking forward to being able to sleep on my tummy again since I miss doing that. :( 

Pregnancy Woes...

So I'm 32 weeks and 3 days. I cannot believe how fast this pregnancy seems to be going! Before I know it, I'll be holding my little boy in my arms and not in my belly! lol :D I've been having a pretty good pregnancy thus far (although in the beginning it was pretty bad thanks to my reaaaaaaaally bad sinus cold) but as of late, it's been getting a little uncomfortable to say the least. :S I got pelvic pains, round ligament pains, bladder pains lol. And it seems like I can hardly ever get comfortable anymore. :( Ugh. I've also been way more sleepy as of late and lazy. :( lol I used to cook alllllll the time but as of late I just feel like not cooking. And it'd be nice if Stephen knew how to cook but sadly he doesn't lol. I can't say I completely blame him anyways since he's wanted to but I don't feel comfortable enough to let him lol. :P I'm the kind of person that likes to do things themselves so that doesn't help the situation I guess. :P I just can't wait for Christian to come out! I can't wait to meet my beautiful little boy and I can't wait to be back to the old me again! I'm soooooooo looking forward to not carrying around a bunch of extra weight and also I'm looking forward to being able to sleep on my tummy again since I miss doing that. :( 

Ugh, these kind of girls make me sick.

So today Stephen and I went to some family advocacy program thing to learn more about stuff going on within the military around here. They have different speakers for different topics teaching you things that you should know, being in a military family so I learned quite a bit today actually. One thing I could not stand about today though was this one woman. She was attending the family advocacy thing just like we were. Her husband is in the same battalion as my husband. She knows my husband I guess 'cause she said she saw him at a few other family advocacy type meetings and also she saw us at some battery barbecue thing we went to last weekend for Stephen's battery. Anyways, this lady (whore bag) kept pissing  me off. First it starts with us having to pick out words to describe ourselves using our initials. Stephen's initials are STS and when it came for him to say his, he said he was pretty blank for what words to use to describe himself. Then the whore bag blurted out that he should have "sexy" as one of his s's. Yeeeah. I was like WTF. I tried to ignore that which I had to pretty much do anyways although I had the sudden urge to clock her one. :) Then I notice the bitch starting at my husband from time to time and I was like WTF. Ugh. She seriously made me wanna kick her ass lol. And everytime someone mentioned something about me and him, she blurted out something about it and I was like WTF. Just stfu you dumb whore, damn lol. I don't mean to sound all psycho or anything but seriously she was getting on my last nerves and I just feel the need to rant damnit lol. I'll be seeing her once again tomorrow and then again at a meeting at the end of the month so yeah, it should be fun. :P I hope if she continues to act this way that I'll still remain able to contain myself. :) lol

Ugh, these kind of girls make me sick.

So today Stephen and I went to some family advocacy program thing to learn more about stuff going on within the military around here. They have different speakers for different topics teaching you things that you should know, being in a military family so I learned quite a bit today actually. One thing I could not stand about today though was this one woman. She was attending the family advocacy thing just like we were. Her husband is in the same battalion as my husband. She knows my husband I guess 'cause she said she saw him at a few other family advocacy type meetings and also she saw us at some battery barbecue thing we went to last weekend for Stephen's battery. Anyways, this lady (whore bag) kept pissing  me off. First it starts with us having to pick out words to describe ourselves using our initials. Stephen's initials are STS and when it came for him to say his, he said he was pretty blank for what words to use to describe himself. Then the whore bag blurted out that he should have "sexy" as one of his s's. Yeeeah. I was like WTF. I tried to ignore that which I had to pretty much do anyways although I had the sudden urge to clock her one. :) Then I notice the bitch starting at my husband from time to time and I was like WTF. Ugh. She seriously made me wanna kick her ass lol. And everytime someone mentioned something about me and him, she blurted out something about it and I was like WTF. Just stfu you dumb whore, damn lol. I don't mean to sound all psycho or anything but seriously she was getting on my last nerves and I just feel the need to rant damnit lol. I'll be seeing her once again tomorrow and then again at a meeting at the end of the month so yeah, it should be fun. :P I hope if she continues to act this way that I'll still remain able to contain myself. :) lol